2days away from the releasing final GPA results in ITE... Having a mix feelings now cus it also means April is approaching soon. New environment, new friends, new lecturers, new modules... Im very afraid of adapting to new environment :C I can't imagine going to poly alone, eat alone, find class alone... The lists of alone goes on & on...
If someone were to asks me... So what in your final year in ITE what did you learnt.. I guess I could say:
- I learnt to be brave ( not by a lot but slightly)
- I learnt to put classmates as 'classmates category & not into friend category not just because I talk to them and see them from Moday to Friday in school.
- I learnt to let go what wasn't mine.
Although speaking of last year in ITE memories hurt... I guess classmates should always remain as classmates. Only if they still keep in touch after graduate, I guess they are called friends...
Im not good in friendship cus I'm easily flared up but I will always flare & forgive & forget cus no one is prefect. But when I flared up and not forgiving them, it means they hurts me countless of times till I feel that I have enough of it...before i start drifting myself away from them.
I don't ask for we all to be best friends, good friends or buddies... All I asked was to be fair & listen to my opinion and don't be selfish. Was this too much to ask for? I don't know...
Friendship is complicated & I hate getting hurt by it.
If we could start it all over again, my choice will be different.