Miserable at the best.

School drains me out especially with the never ending tutorial works and coming group projects. I hate my Japanese language elective module. I hate to be in an awkward situation. I rather use my phone in tutorial class than to pay attention to what is the lecturer talking about. I don't like how I try to fit myself in, in a place I do not want to be in. It was a mistake to choose Jap elective,or perhaps I should say... It was a mistake to step into Poly. It is fun going to school if I'm with my own classmates, they are fun, happy and chatty girls, I just dislike cds lessons... The process of making new friend, getting to know them, trying to open myself up... I don't like. Just let me stick to my own classmates and I will be fine.

 I just want to be in a place whereby I feel comfortable, is that difficult? :'C