Miserable at the best.

School drains me out especially with the never ending tutorial works and coming group projects. I hate my Japanese language elective module. I hate to be in an awkward situation. I rather use my phone in tutorial class than to pay attention to what is the lecturer talking about. I don't like how I try to fit myself in, in a place I do not want to be in. It was a mistake to choose Jap elective,or perhaps I should say... It was a mistake to step into Poly. It is fun going to school if I'm with my own classmates, they are fun, happy and chatty girls, I just dislike cds lessons... The process of making new friend, getting to know them, trying to open myself up... I don't like. Just let me stick to my own classmates and I will be fine.

 I just want to be in a place whereby I feel comfortable, is that difficult? :'C

Mid semester tests.

Finally mid semester tests are over. I screwed up my microeconomics test as I only had the time to revise it after Wednesday's paper which was OB. I left more than 20 marks questions blank for Microeconomics as I didn't a few topics and they were are tested. Bullshit. Went to AMK ITE to collect certificate with Cass and we had our first meal of the day in school. Chicken chop with spaghetti, the kind uncle gave us extra portion but it wasn't as tasty as the past. After that bought Sushi from Fairprice for Gracia and off to Nex before going home.