We were like strangers who knew each other very well.: Officially no longer a student.

Went back to school yesterday noon to see my course manager but he wasn't in his office. Left school > went to Daiso to buy seaweed as I want to try doing my own sushi (which tasted meh) > went to DTE to meet a trader > mum dropped by aunt's place > went to Whitesands in the evening to take passport photo.

Yesterday after my course manager ended his meeting, he called me. Arranged to meet him today at 2pm . While on the way to his office, bumped on Jing Wen and had a small chat with her :)

Went up to course manager office, talked to him about my decision to withdraw from school. He reviewed my results prior meeting me so he was like saying I'm doing fine in school and asked why did I decided to withdraw from schooling. I brush off by telling him, I prefer working than studying. Actually, the truth is, school projects are way too much for me to handle. I wished this course has lesser projects or perhaps I chosen the wrong course from the beginning. It kills me to think how of the endless projects I'm doing, not forgetting the upcoming exams. All the endless projects/presentation/roleplay makes me lost motivation and focus on studying. Even the thoughts of getting back my own results, frighten me. I hate seeing my barely passing marks for my test/exam, I really want to do better but I couldn't because all these all way too much for me to handle.

It is not easy to handle more than 10 projects each semester excluding role-play and presentation, at the very least for me.. I lost the battle to these. I wished, I'm stronger.

I've officially withdraw from school as effect of today. I have no idea will I be regretting but all I know how is I've freed myself from the trap I've been in months.